The first time.....

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-08-22T01:22:00

2006-08-22T08:21:59Z

no more boyfriend
:(
oh well he was lame anyways

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-08-20T15:30:00

2006-08-20T22:30:32Z

i couldnt be happier
having amazing friends
and a amazing boyfriend
:)

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-07-31T19:16:00

2006-08-01T02:20:24Z

im 20
its weird
i feel soo old
even though im not
bleh
im moving out in like a month thats weird too
im excited at least i already know what its like to live with ashley in a way since im always at her house anyways. shit...we have started to talk like one another its funny.
yah i love the bitch ass
ahhh 20

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-06-26T00:48:00

2006-06-26T07:46:13Z

im lonley
bleh

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-06-03T20:07:00

2006-06-04T03:18:57Z

ummm...life is good i am way happy i couldnt have ask for a better life:)
ive been pretty busy yet still having fun. i understand more about life more than ever...shit happens, get over it! ive been hanging out with old pq homies latley and its chill we are opposites but we have fun :) i dont really hang out with that many people besides jordie and steff and ashleigh other than that fuck everyone.... it got old of havin friends that didnt really do much for me in return. but yah

ive been workin alot at the petstore and im still workin at the bar and its all pretty much awesome. im going to mexico next month so i need to bust my ass and save money. ill be going with jordanna and her mom. we are goin to be going to (places might not be spelled right) puerta la verta, mexico city, guatlahara, alcapoca, and saliah...it shall be fun! ive never been on a plane so i dont know how this is gonna go...i know im gonna freak the fuck out once im on the plane...its always been one of those worst fears....all i know though is that im gonna be loaded up on all kinds of shit so if the plane crashes i wont even know whats comming. whatever its chill. im excited its my first traveling trip...and i will be with people that know spanish and know the area. i will get to things ive never done...and its cool cuz all i really need is money for the plane and shit to buy and thats about it...so i cant complain :)

goals of mexico trip 2006-
* get wasted as fuck
* eh meet some sweet doods
* go surfing
* go kayaking
* go snorkeling
* visit pyrmids
* get more wasted as fuck
* enjoy life 100%

yah this shall be interesting i guess im going around july 8th for like 10 days woo :)

i want a boat...boats are rad..to live on a boat is even radder!
ive been hanging out at the marina a lot since steve and jordanna have a boat..its way rad...its a total different lifestyle...the sea dogs are so chill today it was funny...we were walking down the dock and theres this guy dennis whos this older man whos like a little pirate and he lives on his boat...and we are walkin passed, with his music sky high on 91x he holds up his pipe and says " mannnn lifeee is goood!" hahah hes always sooo happy! maybe its because he lives on the boat and smokes a lot of weed. ima plan to get a boat..its not that much of an expensive hobbie... boat is like 4000....slip fee is like 250 a month so you cant complain...its chill

going to tj tonight woo woo..haha not it shall be interesting

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-05-16T20:40:00

2006-05-17T03:46:04Z

lifes weird. it still shocks me everyday. everyday i learn something new. and i love it. i love life. ive been pretty contempt...i love the friends i have...even though it might not be many. ive lost friends this year but that doesnt bother me. friends come and go. im glad im hanging out with ashley more ...shes rad.... we try to make sense of life. we have good times. i still love raquelle and steff to death.
i work way to much i just wished i can get payed more for all the shit i put up with.
people are lame that call animal control. adn their reason is because we have baby turtles...dude who gives a fuck.... they are cute as hell.
im soon to be moving out with david fuckin cook. this shall be interesting...ill probaly be stoned every fuckin day.
joy.
i bought a bong...its tight it has skulls all over its rad :)
the end

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-01-25T19:12:00

2006-01-26T03:12:47Z

today the radio station 98.1 called the petstore and asked me for my name and told me i had a chance to win a 1000 dollars and if i heard my name said on the radio at a certain time it was a done deal. well i tuned it and didnt win. i could of used a 1000 dollars...that could of been a down payment for a car...oh well...i believe of things happening for a reason and carma and signs and all that ..but maybe it is just bullshit. i wish things would just be given to me but i know it cant be that way. i work over 40 hours a week and it seems like i gain nothing. but oh well nothing i can really do..theres no reason in quitting. i wish i was going to school and had a car but it seems like theres no hope as of now. ill just be patient and wait. me raquelle jeremy and patrick sat down at the petstore afterhours and had a discussion about us 4 gettin a place together. it seems promising..but its hard when i dont have a car to get to work 8 in the moring everyday...but i guess ill just see what happens. ive been hangin out with raquelle like everyday and she is my best friend...we have never got in a fight and i know shes there for me...i would say patrick is one of my best friends too.. im happy i have them in my life. they make me happy. them and kahuna.

yesterday this hott boy came into the petstore asking for a job. if he comes back with an application filled out im gonna talk to jimmy and tell him to hire him :)

seeing raquelle and jeremy bein in love makes me sad and jealous in a way. i envy them. i wish i had that.

snowboarding is what i just want to do everyday...i wish i can go on a trip and ride for like 5 months straight and get the fuck out of this town.

valentines day is comming up. hopefully theres someone to suprise me with something.that would be nice. im getting to old....
illl be 20 this year ..time goes by way too fast.. i question everything.

i hope to much for things..

whats the point?

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-01-14T20:40:00

2006-01-15T04:45:03Z

this year......

me and asheigh arnt friends.
i work my ass off to get jewed over by the petstore.
my fantasy fuck said i looked like a lesbiana and that i give kids drugs..haha.
i hang out with 6th graders at work.
i have not yet enrolled in school.
ive made amends with people who hated for no apparent reason.
i realized who my real friends are.
they are the ones who say , " i told you so " haha
i taught kahuna how to shake.

the end dads home

crazy_x_tweek @ 2006-01-03T12:23:00

2006-01-03T20:22:21Z

life is good
2006

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-06-17T13:02:00

2005-06-17T20:10:19Z

ahh sooo much has been happening...ive been really happy latley....ive been spending a lot of time with sara and jedi, cody, reese, and other fuckers... spend like everyday with sara and cody...good times...

but yah this month has been pretty relaxing...last week i went to see mxpx and agent 51 with my sister...is was weird i never hang out with my sister...but i love mxpx...and it was a lot of fun...i saw douche bag jordan there and adam...and thats it... last saturday was really fun went to a pirate party for patricks birthday...good times...me sara was sooo fuckin high cuz we justin let us smoke as much weed as we want so we were baked as fuck...me and sara were pirate hookers..hehhe...not really though but we went crazy with our costumes... this is the second day in the last two weeks i have not gone to the cliffs...usually me sara and the guys go everynight...its crazyness...im suprised no one has died yet...hahah but ya its relaxing and lots of fun...especially with people that are just too much fun to hang out with :)
theres this guy nacho or something is esco he owns a record store and hes super rad and well hes a physical thearapist and he aligned me and sarahs back for free...that shit was awesome...he knew i was in a car accident just by how my neck was out of place...my back and neck feels so much better now!
last night me and cody and sarah went to sarahs sisters 8th grade graduation and then went out to dinner at tony romas with her family..i think i got sick from the food becasue when i got home i was in the bathroom for an hour wanting to throw up...but i didnt i said fuck this im drinkin pepno bismo..so i did...so yah...im suppose to be at sarahs house but im being a damn procrastonater so yah im gonna go get ready now..peace

:)

2005-06-03T21:03:30Z

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-06-03T13:37:00

2005-06-03T20:38:37Z

Meet The Barkers..is the best reality tv show ever... plus they are way hott! thats all i have to say....it makes me wanna be married and have a kick ass relationship like travis and shanas.

94.1

2005-06-03T17:10:02Z

ahhhhh i woke up to early this morning...my dad woke me up...and my arms were uncovered and i thought he would see my tats...so i was acting all bitchy....and preparing lies in my head...cuz he would kill me...so yah...this week has been pretty good.
tuesday was brentens bday...so me and dez and raquelle brought him over a cake..but no one really ate the cake..cuz it got all over his face..and then he came after us...but only raquelle and dez got shit on them...i was like yes no cake on me..im a champ..so yah we didnt stay llong cuz raquelle had to get home...but it was chill...he seemes drunk as fuck...haha
wednesday- i had a job interview at the temp agency..im suppose to call monday and see if theres any openings...i was there for 2 hours...hopefully i get a job..i dont even care where...after that i met up with angela..who i love and havent seen in a long time..and we went to underminded...we only saw them and half a set of before today...and yah and then we waited around forever until the show was over and me and angela and nick and aaron smoked some weed...i was high as fuck...i love those kids..
last night was matt-es birthday...yay for him...damn its everyones bday...its chill though..it was a no pants party...but i thought it was a joke...but yah people werent wearing pants...oh well me adn ashley did....i havent seen ashley in a long time...it was chill hanging out with her....we have some of the same views on stuff...it was chilll....she seems happy...so yah we went over to the apartment adn drank..there was a keg...good times..

tonight is terror and comeback kid...i doubt im goin though

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-05-30T13:50:00

2005-05-30T21:50:12Z

so much craziness latley...i have been hanging out with raquelle more like old times...shes my best friend...and i miss her...we never get mad at eachother or anything like that...cuz we are too omuch a like...and her views are the same on me...and if something bothers were just like dude fuck it..hahha..but yah we just laugh at drama and shit...its chilll...

so last last sunday...which was the 21st...my mom rented me to get a car to go to el centro/arizona for the weekend..it was chill.....we got this little car from avis rental cars...and so after we got it me adn raquelle are drivin in the car...on 15 south...and we are by the stadium...and then all of a sudden the effin tire popped..we were like wtf...so we call my mom and we are laughin..cuz we are like damn now we are really gonna be late,...yah it was crazyness....so me adn raquelle put a spare on....yes us two girls...it was mostly raquelles doing though...so after we get the spare on we go back to the rental pplace to complaine and my mom meets us there and we get another car...its a grand am.....raquelle and my mom love it way too much...haha rauqelle kept on calling it "slick" hahah but yah after we got it we were on our way ..finally!! so we go pick up baby chris and little aaron..and finally we are on our way!! we get to el centro and meet larry adn andy at the mall...they finally have an effin mall!! hahah it only took us an hour in a half to get there which was not bad at all..so yah we get there and andy and larry are all stoned..it was great...so yah we follow them to the venue to arizona...yuma was funny...but yah im gonna make this short cuz i can go on forever with details... so yah

*we arrive to arizona

we see friends we are happy

good bands

very happy

dumb nigger bitch bitches at raquelle

rauqelle pushes nigga bitch

nigga bitch swings at raquelle

raquelle kicks nigga bitches ass

nigga bitch in ambulance!!

it was fuckin awesome! oh man that made my night...stupid fuckin girls..but yah thats about it...hung with old friends/talked to hott guys/and had fun

so we get to el centro like around 2...it was sooo awesome to see becky!!! beckys awesome...she cleaned her bong cuz she knew we were comming...so i smoked some ganja..i got soo blazed...hahha...its soo hott there at night..its crazy..during the day its like 115 its craziness..but yah so it was fun...good times..the next day me raquelle and becky laid out with the sprinklers on cuz it was sooo hott..but yah ..good times with those kids...

so not a lot of shit has happened....its been like me raquelle and dez latley...good times...went to hxc fest and ground zero...stayed for a while adn drank some..it was funn...it was cool to see rose for ona...and yah i was a little tipsy..we left after die like me... i dont know just been partyin a lot good times....

okay time for pics!! woo hoo

boys/acid/somas/ganja/cocaine/chaotic

2005-05-21T17:34:38Z

oh wow last night...
i go to raquelles house around 3 and we are chillin...we are all peaceful and shit...so mark slava steve jessica all come over...so we chill for a bit and then we leave for the vons centre where i went to go get starbucks....the boys meet us there...me and raquelle later find out while chillin at starbucks that slave mark and steven were all takin hits of acid...so we are all like ahh fuck cuz we had to go drivin with them...cuz jessica left with andres..so we were stuck with there crazy mother fuckers...so we go with them to nicks house...cuz slava needed to buy shrooms for this gangsta black kid..whose all thug...so yah we do that...me adn raquelle are freakin out because the acid is a bout to hit them at any time...it takes a hour to hit so yah it was crazy...and plus they were on coke and somas and weed...so yah they were all fucked up...it was funny...i love hangin out with kids who are rollin all hard..its funny you get to fuck with them..hahha. so yah we get dropped off at raquelles house and the boys part from us to god knows where...me and raquelle chill a bit more at her house....and then she gets chewed out by brad..cuz brad and dusty came over when we were gone...but it wasnt our fault they we werent there cuz we were kidnapped...anyways...ahh...so me and raquelle were like fuck so we are bored..so we cruise to my casa..cuz i was cold and i wanted to change...so we get there i show her my violin..and she gets all happy crazy and wants to play it...and then we busted out the keyboard...and the guitar...so we are all crazy and makin lots of noise and screamin...it was really fun.hahah...oh man..so yah after our jam session we leave and end up at jack and box...we we started rappin...it was a very musical night...as we sit there the mother fuckers drive up with their friend and some how steven gets in my car and is stuck with me and raquelle and mark and slava take off...and it was all confusing...so me and raquelle started fuckin around with steven just because it was really funy...he just keeps on smiling...hahha ...and yha....so we leave jack n a box with steven in the car and we go to vons cuz i needed batteries for my cd player...so when we came back to where we were mark and slava were no where to be found..we call them and they say to meet them at the library...so we see them walkin and i tell them to get in the car.,..and i drive them to the library..cuz i guess they are suppose to meet someone there whose suppose to give them a ride to slavas..but slava lives right by th elibrary....and plus they were in my car so i could of just gave them a ride...so i dont know...but they didnt tell us that was the reason they were meeting the guy until afterward we found them...so i take them to the library and we park along the side of it..and me adn raquelle and steven are all waiting for them to come back ...its been like 20 minutes now and we are like wtf is taking so long...so we call marks dumb ass again to find out that they had walked to slavas...this made all no sense at all...i dont even fuckin know..so we go there and we are chilin b slavas and waiting for him to sneak out of the house...hes crazy he went into his house to go talk to his crazy russian parents...he was trippin out like crazy...so yah finally slava comes out...and we chill and raquelle and i get bored...so we are like okay we are gonna leave...so we do...and i guess the boys decided they wanna walk to the football field at mount carmel...so we are like alright peace...so i drop off raquelle..and as im doin that loren comes talks to me and he seems all twacked...so im like damn all these effin drugged up mother fuckers...so yah i leave the coldasac and drive pass the mchs..i see the fuckers laying there on the sidewalk..its like 1 in the morning..it made no sense...they were just layin there all dead like...they see my car and they all get up and i start bitchin and laughin at them and askin wtf are they doing.. so i park and steven gets in my car...and he wants a ride home so i give a ride home...after that i drove back to mchs to find mark and slava...im drivin in the parkin lot and i dont see them so i finnally see them walkin...and they look all scared...it was funny...they said they were waiting for loren..but loren was no where to be found...so i drive them to lorens hosue...but it was weird loren was right behind us,...i dont knoww ahhh so yah i drop them off and that was the end of my night...the end

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-05-20T12:03:00

2005-05-20T19:11:19Z

yah..
i wanna travel.
i wanna see things that i cant see here.
i wanna be unreachable..
i wanna share.
i wanna be free.
i wanna meet others.
i wanna appreciate life.
i wanna give.
i wanna talk.
i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna..

who fuckin knows what im talkin about.
nicotine has gone to my head makin me speak ridiculous wantings...stuff ill never get.

if i had a millions of dollars...you know what id do...id spend on people...not my friends...but on people that are less fortunate..cuz we are spoiled and take to much shit for granted...i admit it..im a selfish bitch...i dont want too...but just watchin the tv and lookin at kids that dont have even a roof ontop of their heads...sucks man..ive always wanted to go to a 3rd world county and help out..one day i will..its a goal of mine..and hell yah i will do it...anything is possible...its the mentality and the endurance and effort that makes you accomplish shit. you honestly can anything you want...its all about takin the steps, failing at times, and learning from your mistakes. look at donald trump for example..the mother fucker was poor and then became the richest man, and then became poor again adn then gained it all back...its all about using your mind and making something of it. people live in regret and fear, and this makes them uncapable to accomplsh shit they really wanna do...its honestly all about thinking in the selfish state of mind.

alright i blabbed on about shit that know one cares for..but i do.. and this my "livejournal" so yah i can say random shit..

"keep your head up shorty"

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-05-19T19:19:00

2005-05-20T02:23:42Z

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

um yah...
today in pq..there was action and gangstaness...
girl breaks up with boy
boy goes crazy
girl gets restraining order
boy gets pissed
girl trys to back out of driveway
boy pulls up to her house
girl freaks out
boy shoots her in the neck
girl goes to hospital
boy takes off
no words on what happenend to the girl
cops come
news stations
chaos
tragic ending....
we can only HOPE not...

damn

me- stuck downtown since 7 am - 4 pm
jury duty orientation
im not the chosen one
sign of relief

i wanna work downtown
dress up
starbucks
cigarettes
money
fun
happy...

i pretty much summarized everything i wanted to say..
that was way to easy :)

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-05-18T12:20:00

2005-05-18T19:32:08Z

still no job
bleh
oh well im takin this little vacation i guess...im never on top of updatin this crap oh welll...
ive been pretty contempt latley..
took a day vacation last week at stacis...that was nice....we just got drunk...and that was about it...went to pb block party that was chill...but then we left cuz staci thought she got her ball stuck in her lip so we went to the er and we were there for like 4 hours...bleh but it was chill...we were checkin out the hott emt guys..oh baby...but yah.. the weekend before last i went to tooo many shows in a row...so im just like ehh showed out i guess..but im not..cuz u can never be to showed out...went to dilinger..and that was fun..the other bands sucked my ass...except one which was alll instramental..that was chill..the next night i went to avenged and 18 visions...too many fuckin bros thats all i have to say..it was crazy...i dragged baby chris along..and then robert and james were there so that was chill to see them...but yah staci and her man were there...so it was cool seein staci....
the next night....i went to new found glory and reggie and eisley...that was soo much fun!!!! that has been one of the funnest shows ive been tooo in a loong long time...i got myself a nfg sweatrer...its gangsta.. and yah it was just fun bein there with the homies made it fun..
bury your dead was the next night...me and baby chris just chilled at that show cuz we are all feellin weird...but yah...

me adn baby c went to the byd show at the chain. they were recordin for their dvd...we ended up seien andrew there so that was chill..we ended up givin a ride back home to the house in national city..but yah we hate that venue its way too small and retaerded and smells like piss...it was chill though i saw daniel.and thats cool cuz i never ever see him!!

but yah..i looked for a job the other day at horton plaza...hopefully someone calls me back..that would be chill...but yah...i dont know what else to say...cuz i forget what ive done....and i donteven know...i want this as a future refrenece for later on so i can look back and be like damn i was a crazy kid...but yah i dont remember...

haha

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-04-30T03:03:00

2005-04-30T10:07:15Z

so i finally got back from temecula tonight...i went to the epicentre to go see brandon puda and erics band..they were good and alll emo and shit...good stuff i guess...and yah baby chris met me there....it was chill some homies were there so it made it fun...but yah now im at baby chris house...and we are all gangster like that....i lovvvveee baby chris....she my homegirl forsure.....shes got my back and i got hers...no doubt bitches......but yah....im sad that i left betsy in temecula ....i hope nothing happens when im gone...i love that lady to death and robyns A lill bitch...but yah okay im done

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-04-28T10:31:00

2005-04-28T17:40:31Z

so im still in temecula... its like day 3 or 4 now for me being here...
its relaxing...
i smoke weed...and i chill with no bitchin...
plus its with someone i care deeply about...i dont know how much longer she has to live...but im here and thats all that matters....cherish the times you have now cuz they might not be here any much longer.. so yah...

last night brannon came over and we watched the simpsons and we talked and shit...it was chill...hes a cool guy....he was sayin how he hates his riverside friends...haha he wants to move to sd...so yah...but it was chill we just hung out and smoked grits...and we are going to hang out today...and i think staci is going to come up here but im not sure...but david really wnats to see her...so i guess we'll see...

its raining.
its cold.
im happy....

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-04-19T18:44:00

2005-04-27T19:46:27Z

its been long timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

i think i emphasized the e a lot to show that i have been gone for a while.
i dont know where to begin... i told myself i was going to use this as a personal journal for my own use so i can look back on it when im older and be like damn. i was a bad ass mother fucker! naw but yah.. hehe.

so maybe i should bulleit everything that has happened to me thats made an impression on me.

okay...so since i left off with my last post i was going to go to soma that same night to see wefot but yah that did not happen well it did happen but i miss them cuz vilas got really drunk so i had to take him home adn leave...but yah

* i get fired from starbucks...for a stupid ass reason. ( if i see miranda ever shes gonna get her ass beat)
* i smoked weed on 420 for my first time on a long time...
* my dad went to iran and is back and is an asshole all over again.
* went to la to see opak with a bunch of kids that was fun..
* went snowboarding with hanna..had a van all to our selves..
* ummm i dont know what else has happened....
* ooo got 3 tattoos.... 2 hearts...on the outside of my wrists....when i have kids im gonna shade them in and all that good shit...and the word hope commin down my arm.... and yah...
* i hang out with baby chris a lot...shes the baby heheh ...

*get crunk
* me adn raquelle hang out more often..

right now im in temecula ....hangin out with betsy...smokin some bomb ass weed.
im a caregiver now to legally pick up adn crry and buu weed....hahahahha ..its great...and yah... okay im done

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-03-05T15:13:00

2005-03-05T23:15:30Z

so um worked a lot this week...hung out over at the sxe edge house...but i was drunk...hahah and ashley was wasted...good times....last night me and ash hung out with matt and anthony at matts house...ashley got wasted i got drunk...but no like hyper drunk...i was very mellow..but it was chill.....its a nice day today...id otn work.... tomorrow i have work early though...oh well.....tonight is wefot at soma...im happy to go...it shall be fun...adam and brian are homies..so yah...

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-02-28T11:41:00

2005-02-28T19:49:58Z

umm long time me no write...

sooo ive been workin a lot in the last week....nothing to exciting has been happeneing...ive just been chillin....stayin the night at ashleys like almost every night...cuz its cool cuz we work like the same hours...so it just makes sence...instead of her takin the bus...but yah..just been workin a lot and hangin out at erick and aarons house...jenessa doesnt live there hahaha cuz she left..and yah...funny shit...but i dunno went to the show sat night at journey....and then went to ericks house afterwards...i got a little tipsy there...julies husband was in the last band that played...pound foolish..it was sad cuz a lot of kids left...because they are more rockish sounding...or somehting liek that..but yah...i dunno..ive been reall happy latley...life is good...workin is happiness...even though i work with a dumb bitch...hopefully ill move out soon...paul wants to move out so we'll see.... me adn ashley went to the studio and visited him adn jake...but yah...me adn ashley in the last week have eatin soooooo much effin fast food..its funny shit...we eat at a different place each day...hahah its crazy...but yah that girl is awesome i lvoe her.... so raquelle thinks im talkin shit on her ...thats cool...its not true but she can think what she wants...i just wnat my 40 skrilla back..yah...and hanna owes me 35...damn...im not lendin out money anymore...i went and visited robyns mom betsy the other day..it was nice..we played boggled..and she smoked weed...i love her...shes like a mother to me..she goes through surgey today..so hopefully the cancer will end...but it was nice hangin out with her...she does a lot for me... i dont want her to die... my dad leaves for iran today at 4... im excited but sad at the same time...even though hes an asshole hes my dad...oh well..well im done peace

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-02-19T19:15:00

2005-02-20T03:16:30Z

oh yah.....i totally forgot...ummm sooo things are kinda clear with cory....i saw him...it was akward....i miss him i really want to be his friend again :/ when i asked him why he said he ignored me for 2 months...he said he had no reason...but raquelle told me one of the reasons...so yah...eh

crazy_x_tweek @ 2005-02-19T16:28:00

2005-02-20T00:34:59Z

umm thursday i went shoppin with my dad...that was fun i got a new jacket adn shoes and clothes for work and yah....

friday was the holiday party...i thought it was gonna be lame but it ended up being really fun....the people i work with are funny as fuck....so yah we all got wasted...i smoked a lil weed cuz i was feelin naucous but it was funny..becasue hahah i was like okay i need to leave at 12 since i have work at 6 in the morning...so i say good bye to everyone adn i walk outside and i see heather and nate around the house in the dark smokin weed...so i go over there and heather hands me the pipe...and we chill there for 20 min....aftert smokin i go back in the house cuz i need to pee....eveyrone is like wtf i thought u left and im like umm i lost my car...ahhaha so i say my goodbyes again after peeing and im walkin to my car and theres heather and jasmine in jasmines car they tell me to get in the car...and we smoke some more...being all secretive and shit because everyone else wanted to weed...but there wasnt enough...hahah i dunno...so after another 20 min of sittin in the car...me and heather go into the house..and everyone is just like wtf i thought u left...and i dont even answer...im too stoned to know what i was thinkin ...ahha but yah it was funny..so i love the people i work with...and they were all talkin about how our starbucks is like the most relaxed adn chillest...and like the assistant managers were sayin how they like my starbucks better than other ones theyve worked at so that was cool....so i picked the right starbucks to work at...so im happy...but yah...so today i had to wake up at 5 and be at work by 6:30.....i was sooo tired...we all were....i was suppose to be off at 10:30 but ken didnt come in...so i coverered his shift until 2:30 so yah...but i dont mind...more money for me....but yah ....

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